(just a heads up. if your name is misspelled, I am sooooo sorry!)
Wow! How much
happiness, How many tears. How many glad smiles, and how many forced.
How
many blessings, and
how many unperceived. How many Joys and how many trials. How many
lessons
learned, and
knowledge gained. How many friends made and souls reached. I could
never come to the
end of what YFJ and
this summer has come to mean to me! Yet because of the many questions
that
people have asked me
about my experience, I will attempt to place it in a nutshell for you
to read here.
First off,
I'll give a little background to my leaving Arkansas and flying off
to Washington. I had
never heard of YFJ.
That is, until Leasa Hodges came and gave a little talk about it here
at OHA/C in
the spring of 2015.
When I heard about it I was interested, but didn't give it much
thought as we live on
rice and beans, and
certainly didn't have $700 for YFJ. Besides, I already had plans for
my summer. I
was earning my way
to Young Disciple camp and ASI convention. But God had another plan.
It just so
'happened' that my
dear Mother was asked to drive Ms. Leasa to the airport. How
surprised was I when
I heard my mothers
voice on the phone telling me all about YFJ and how I had been
offered a
scholarship when Ms. Leasa hadn't even met me. I was immediately
excited!
Yet money was still a large issue. Who has $800 dollars
floating around for a flight to
Washington? Well, It just so 'happened' that my Daddy dear was able
to find a flight for $500! And yes,
it just so 'happened' that I had $500 floating around! Well, not
exactly floating around, but in the bank,
which I happen to think is better:)
Ok, great. But I had never flown before. Was I supposed to go
by myself? That was kind of scary!
Well,
as you can probably guess, the 'happenings' continued. Nathan
received a call. A call from Vivian
Seiler, the assistant director of ASI YFJ. She asked if Nathan would
consider being the dean of boys at
YFJ. The only problem was that Nathan already had several jobs lined
up for the summer. But after a
few calls, he found out that he was not needed after all. So he was
free to accept the position of boys
dean. Wowzie, so now I had the bestest big brother in the world to go
with me on my first airplane ride
and to a place where I new absolutely no one.
Before I go further I must explain something. When I say “It
just so 'happened'” I mean that it just
so happened that God just so happened to plan that it would just so
happen to me. In other words it was
planned. :)
Anyway, first day of YFJ, and I was still slightly
apprehensive. I had already been there for a few
days
and I new two things I didn't want. Number one: Linwood church
assignment. Number two:
Laura
as my Bible worker. Well, as you have already discovered, God has a
wonderful sense of humor. Yes,
you guessed it, I was both placed in the Linwood church and had Laura
for my Bible worker. And by
the end of the program I learned that that was the church, and the
Bible worker, that where best for me.
And I thoroughly enjoyed it!
My Bible worker was wonderful! On the first day of outreach
she gave me and my wonderful
outreach partner, Lacey, Journals. Instructing us that we where to
write in them all of our outreach
experiences to look back on when when we where having a down day. All
the experiences, where we
saw God lead, where we new He had been there. I distinctly remember
writing a list of prayer requests
in the back of mine. It wasn't a very long list, only two items. I
wanted to see one of my Bible study
Contacts decide to get baptized, and I wanted to be used to reach out
to some one. More about that later.
Living in the dorm at UCA was a totally new experience for
me. I had never had a roommate
before
and never spent much time away from home. My very first day I
received my roommate.
And
she
was the best roommate
I could have asked for. Vashti and I both wanted our sleep and both
wanted
a tidy room. So our room was (almost) always spotless. When Miss
Julie (our dean) came around to say
lights
out was soon, our light where almost always already out and our
breathing even and steady. Lets
just
say we made life easier for the deans as some of the girls didn't
like to go to bed on time:) But
she
was also a great roomie in other ways. We got along grandly and had
lots of long talks. Also her quiet,
daily
devotions and her christlike life inspired me.
One
of the students who came was having a tough time, I could tell. He
was really struggling
with
the Holy Spirit and was so miserable in doing so that he had quite
the attitude. Within the
first day, for various reasons, he was
asked to leave. We
thought that was the end of it. But in two days or so he
was back. He went up front and asked our forgiveness, saying that he
had had a complete heart change
and that God had finally gotten through to him. But we could tell he
was still struggling. It was then
that I really saw the unity, teamwork, and Christlikeness of that
group of young people. They banded
together around him, assuring him that they forgave him and where
praying for him. Then followed
days of fasting and prayer for him. It was truly beautiful. At the
end we got to see him recommit his life
to Christ in baptism.
Their was one slightly crazy girl. Crazy in a good way I
mean. She was happy and bouncy. But
not really my type. Then about halfway through the program,
she came back from her church site in tears. Like, really crying. We
thought something terrible had
happened and we didn't know what to do. She asked Ms. Julie for a
place to pray, and was led to the
front of the chapel, in the fading beams of light. There she poured
out her heart to the Lord and gave
her life over to Him. It turned out that she had come for all the
wrong reasons. She wanted close friends
and fun. But it turned out that nothing could fill that hole in her
heart but God. And she finally realized
it there with Christ. Something had happened, Christ had touched her.
We also saw that sweet girl
baptized.
I could go on and on, but I think I'll share one quick
story of my own. We are told, that during the
meetings, we are to act like we don't know each other. We are to go
mingle with the people. Talk to
them and make them feel welcome. But during church services we
usually do sit together. Which is a
big relief for me as the effort of moving out of my shell and talking
to people I've never met before is
slightly
out of my comfort zone. On this particular
Sabbath I
walked in and was on my way to the front
row to sit with my friends. That is, I was on my way until I saw that
one lady on the back row, all by
herself,
and looking terribly alone and scared. That's when the battle inside
me took place.
God: Look at that
lady.
Me: Yep, I see her
(as I continue in my way)
God: Stop
Me: (stops) Why?
God: Have you seen
her here before?
Me: Well.....
Nooooo, I think she's a visitor.
God: Exactly.
Me: Exactly what?
God: You know what I
mean.
Me: But why should I
go sit by her? For once I'm free to sit with my friends and for once
I intend to do it!
God: Are you sure?
Me: Yes I'm sure!
Well..... pretty sure anyway.
God: You really
ought to sit with her.
Me: I know.
God: If you know,
then what are you going to do about it?
Me: Well.........
God: You know what I
would have you to do!
Me: Yes I know,
but......
God: But what?
Me: Yes God, I'm on
my way.
God: Thats better,
I'm proud of you.
Me: Now if you will
just give me the strength...
God: But of Course.
I'm always by your side!
After this
silent battle of the heart I slipped into the pew beside her and
began to make small talk
with her. As I
talked with her, it turned out that she was a visitor, and she was
pretty uncomfortable and
lonely. In the
middle of song service she asked to be excused and left the church
for a few minutes.
When she came back
it wasn't very long before she burst into tears. She sat there
sobbing for a few
minutes while I sat
there speechless not sure what to do. I wracked my brain trying to
think where in
the church they
might keep tissues. I was still trying to come up with a solution to
the tissue problem
when she asked for
one and I had to go look for one In earnest. I finally was able to
find something
suitable and brought
it back to her. That poor lady cried through the entire church
service. At the end of
the service I talked
to her a little bit and this is what she told me. “Thank you Soooo
much for sitting by
me! I suffer from
depression and anxiety attacks, and here I felt welcomed and loved”.
I went home
amazed at how God
had worked even though I had been so unwilling!
Wow,
I've just sat here telling stories, and half of you don't know what
YFJ is, or how it works!
Well, YFJ (Youth For
Jesus) is a part of ASI that was started to give young people the
tools that they
need to make a
difference in their church. To be the future AND the present of the
church. To make a
difference in there
own lives and in the lives of others. Its a month long program
starting July 6 and
going through August
9. Months before the YFJ kids get there (theres about 40 of us every
year), the
Bible workers are
hard at work in the area. They work with churches, do surveys in the
community for
Bible study
contacts, and work with those contacts for awhile before we get
there. Once we get there a
Bible worker is
assigned 2-4 of us and they are the ones that we do Bible work with
every afternoon.
There where six
churches that we worked in this year. In each of those six churches
in the spokane WA
area we had an
evangelistic series. Each church had two student speakers with the
pastors preaching for
some of the nights.
YFJ also helped out at Your Best Pathway To Health this year.
We did Bible studies
with our Bible
workers and surveys as well.
Heres a
quick rundown of our schedule.
6:00 Rise and shine!
(this was a lot earlier for some of us!)
7:30 Breakfast
(prepared by an early rising crew, which included me for part of the
time)
8:45 Worship (have
to give the cleanup crew some time to get the kitchen in tip-top
shape before
worship:)
9:00 class. We had
speakers come in such as Jack Phillips, Lee Vendon, Sean Nebblett,
and many other
wonderful speakers.
12:00 Chores, for
those of us who weren't on breakfast duty.
1:00 Lunch.
2:15 everyone
gathers for outreach. We gather in our church groups and pray. Then
we gather together
in a big circle and
sing
2:30 off with our
Bible workers to the field.
5:30 Bible workers
drop us off for supper at our various churches. This is also our time
to decide what
we are doing for
special music and practice for it.
6:30 everyone to
there post, whether it be greeter, registration, prayer room, or
anything else.
7:00 Meetings start.
Those of us who are doing main sermons, health talks, special music,
or children's
meetings, are
starting to get a tad nervous at this point. Although I think health
talks where my favorite
part of what I was
able to do at my church.
8:00 meetings end.
Home now right? Nope! We wait until everyone has left.
9:15-10:15 everyone
is finally back at the dorm.
9:15-10:15 basically
when everyone has returned we gather for worship. Girls with Ms.
Julie, and Boys
with their dean who
happens to be my big brother.
When worship is done
we all scamper to bed! At least thats how its supposed to work! Some
of the
girls (and I assume
the guys) didn't like to cooperate all of the time.
Wooooow, busy
schedule right? Yep! I got an average of 6 or 7 hours of sleep every
night, give or take a little bit. But it was all totally worth it! I
just suggest that you began taking vitamin C's and such about a year
in advance to get your immune system in tip top shape! Thats another
thing. I didn't realize the extent of their wish to keep us well
until I started to get sick myself. For a few days I didn't even tell
anyone. I kept on working and going on outreach even though I was
losing my voice and I didn't feel to good. But when I got a fever I
decided I should at least tell some one. So I told them. After I was
done with my chores and it was almost time to leave on outreach. I
know, bad me! I can hear you scolding me, and I plead guilty! Well, I
was asked to stay back, of course, and I got a nice long rest. But I
went to the meeting that night anyway. Yes, yes, double bad me! When
I got back the medical personal was there in force. Well, the
Assistant Dean that is. Christina had me all fixed up in no time. On
the way back to my room I was weighted down with charcoal, vit. C,
Yuck (yes, thats an actual medicine, and Yuck is its actual name!),
and throat coat tea. Wowzie, despite the fact that I lost my voice
for a week and a half, at least otherwise I got all better quickly!
Lets see. I
can't end without talking about the music at YFJ! If there wasn't
music it just wouldn't be YFJ! There where probably 10-15 people who
brought there instruments and at least that many who, like myself,
played, but didn't bring their instruments. Everybody who didn't play
sang, and sang with great gusto! I can't count how many times we sang
Onward Christian Soldiers, Soldiers Of Christ Arise, Battle Hymn of
the Republic, Never Part Again, and Oh yes, those Christmas songs.
There where several kids who loved to sing the christmas songs. I
thought it was rather nice to sing christmas songs in July, but not
everybody agreed with me. I have no idea why (look of innocence on
face).
Oh, the free
days! I can't forget the free days! When I first got there, YFJ
hadn't even started. But those free days where filled with cleaning
and getting to know my roommate. But other then that we had two free
days every week. Sunday and Thursday. On our first free day we went
swimming at a lake in Idaho. That was a lot of fun! I was pretty
tired though, so I only swam for a few minutes before falling fast a
sleep on the dock. I didn't wake up until kids started running past
me toward a paddle boat that had just been lent us. And, since of
course I wouldn't miss it, I woke up quickly and joined them. That
was a lot of fun, although at first we mostly went around in circles.
Then we went Ice skating. I really enjoyed that! I had only
been ice skating twice before, but I enjoyed doing amateur twirls,
and making it around the rink in 38 sec. But that was when I was
starting to get sick, so toward the end I mostly just rested.
Then there was
inner-tubing. That was quite the experience for me! I had never been
inner-tubing before, so when the man handed me the larger inner tube,
I thought nothing of it. Now, those of you who know me, know that I
am rather short. So when I was in the tube I tried to reach the water
but I couldn't. Not that well at least. Because I couldn't reach the
water very well, I had to go with the flow, which happened to flow
toward the shore all down the river in my case. At least for the
first part. Christina kept having to tow me to the middle in her
inflatable kayak. At last I caught up with some friends who had
slightly longer arms and was able to hold on to there tubes while
they kept us moving. But then, in the rapids, I was unable to hold on
to their raft. So I was on my own again. By this time I was at about
the second to the last rapids when I came up with a brilliant idea. I
would sit on the very front edge of my tube and hold on to the
handles behind me. That way I could steer with my feet quite well and
yet still have stability from leaning backwards. Or so I thought.
This worked remarkably well at first. I past person after person as I
propelled my self along backwards. It worked well, until I turned
around to go down the last rapids. Then as I was just entering the
rapids, my feet hit a rock and it flipped me over into the icy water.
Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Other then the frigid water, and
being battered against the rocks, and being a self-taught swimmer,
and having everyone thinking I was drowning, It was great fun! I'd do
it again. That is, when the water is warmer!
We also had a
slip and slide twice. That was a lot of fun, other then burning my
feet on the hot cement of the parking lot at the top of the
hill while waiting for a chance to slip and slide. I never did make
it all the way to the very end though I tried with all my might. But
it was so much fun that the other didn't really matter.
Near the
end of the meetings in our churches we had the appeal for baptism. Do
you remember what I requested near the beginning? I just wanted God
to use me to bring one person to him and for them to give their lives
to Him in baptism. Well, during the whole YFJ program I, and my Bible
worker, and been going to visit one of her contacts. Her name was
Kacey. Kacey had had a rough life, but when she prayed to God to
guide her, moments later Laura showed up on her doorstep. Kacey is
one of the sweetest people you could have asked for. As we did Bible
studies with her, it was a joy to see her grow closer and closer to
God. Well, on the day of the baptismal appeal Laura went and brought
Kacey to the meetings as usual. She listened thoughtfully throughout
the meeting, but when the appeal began, down went her head to the
classic head-down-in-hands-during-appeal position. Laura and I gave
each other understanding looks and began praying with all our might.
We prayed and prayed and prayed! I can't tell you how hard we prayed!
Slowly Kacey lifted her head and more slowly still rose from the
chair and made her way to the front. I felt like shouting for joy! Do
you remember my notebook? The one I had written my prayer requests
in? Do you remember how I had written that I wanted to be used to
touch someone and I wanted a contact of mine to decide to be
baptized? Well by this time I had become fast friends with Kacey. I
had sat with her at every meeting and together we had grown. She had
touched me just as much as I seem to have touched her. And then she
decided to be baptized! Oh the joy! I didn't get to see her be
baptized, but only because we had to leave before she had finished
with her baptismal studies. That gave me such a thrill, I can't even
tell you. I went around after she went up for the call telling all my
friends. It was so thrilling!!
After the
meetings where finished, off we went to Pathways to Health. Pathways
was an amazing experience. When we got there we went outside and sang
to the many people waiting in line. It was rewarding to hear a woman
ask for amazing grace again and again, and to hear her crying and
crying. After we went through several stations singing, we went
inside to our various stations. I went back to the massage station
and helped give massage and talk to various people. Kacey got new
glasses and several other people from our church got services that
they needed.
Ok, well as some
of you know, we got to go to ASI at the end of YFJ. Wow! I would have
gone and done just that if it was the only option. It was so amazing!
Every year after YFJ all the students go to ASI and participate in
the youth program as well as going up front once or twice. We go up
front because we are sponsored by ASI and so we do a little talk
about what all went on with testimonies and such as well as singing
our choir song.
Anyway. The
first day of ASI found us running around finding rooms and roommates
and getting all settled in. I think they had a sense of humor when
they put my brothers room together because He ended up having all
three Josephs in his room! It was pretty funny.
The Youth
meetings where entertaining and instructional. We had Sean Nebblett
In charge of youth meetings and he was more than capable! We learned
first aid, fire safety and went out to practice water rescue which
was a blast! It was all right up my alley and I had the bestest time.
We also learned a scripture passage and we learned our different
personalities which gave us the opportunity to see what our areas of
ministry might be. I learned so much! (sorry folks, I found that the
gift of prophesy does not belong to me, you will have to be content
with friendship evangelism)
At the end of
ASI we had a goodbye party where we all gathered in one of the hotels
for pizza and a slideshow. We where all sad to see everyone leave,
but for me it was exciting knowing that now these kids where all
leaving equipped to make a difference in their world! If any yfjers
read this they are bound to point out missing parts and slight errors
in my memory, but for now this is it:) my YFJ experience in full!